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. . . . . entries for 4.1.11 . . . . .
I need to meet some people who both weren't insanely privileged before coming to Princeton and ended up in Woody Woo. I'm skeptical. I've realized that when I look at WWS folk there is probably some "grrr you got in and I didn't" resentment there still but, moreover, there's some "my gosh you don't even need this your parents are rolling in it you're just perpetuating the status quo of the privileged being heard and everyone else falling off" resentment too. More, I think. It's the hundreds-of-dollars watches and suits, the looking so put together. I was not born to it; I do not know if it's in me.
But it's awfully low, isn't it? I can justify it with "rarrrrr you're The Man" all I like, but still - it's petty, its underlying motivators are petty. I wish that were not in me, but there it is anyway.
[] . . . ees @ 3:49:00 PM
come home?
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